Dating girl troubled past
You live & you learn but its clear you dont want to learn and you cant accept the past. he abused you the first or second time, so then you decide to talk to him and get abused 5 , 6 ,7 8, ,9 10 thousand more times and call it rape because he left?Having a girlfriend that society considers hot can have its ups and down, simply because there could be a line of guys waiting for your girlfriend to dump you, you may feel as though she is taking on a few extracurricular activities.Then again it could all be in your head and your mistrust is what could ultimately force her to start doing some of the things you have been accusing her of. I didnt say you knew that of course you didnt you trusted him but after he blew your trust by mistreating you , you still stuck around for more so yes at that point what were you expecting? I dated this guy for 3 months and he showed no abusive tendencies until the end! Sometimes it happens without your knowledge and when you least expect it!The deal with dating a hot girl is she knows she is hot, and she will always think she is hot and can use her looks for just about anything.It will be easier for her to move on when she is ready and leave you in the dust whereas, you may be more inclined to beg for her to come back or put up with her crap simply because she is beautiful.
Thats why when someone treats you badly you dont keep talking to them. You can label it whatever you like but thats not goin to help. I felt rather scared and I felt like throwing up because I was nervous; I was so tense I couldn't even "get it in". However nothing stopped him from hurting or taking advantage of me. Occasionally, I would develop an aversion to taste. I have a real boyfriend now but I'm not sure if I should tell him the details. If I tell him, I suspect maybe he will think strangely of me, even though I know he's not like that. I was so young and innocent, I didn't have any experience but I was also very wise. He has a GF now which is great, I don't feel anything towards that. Meaning, the good ones, with a good heart and who love purely and wholly; who are clean from drugs and alcohol. What makes you think he raped you if you let him sleep with you again? Then after I didn't really feel for it anymore because I felt like I didn't want to lose it to someone who didn't love me and that I didn't really feel safe. Afterwards, he obviously didn't keep his promise and left. So he talked me into sex because he promised he wouldn't treat me like that again. Now you know better & now youre with a good guy so that is all that should count. Even when I said I didn't want it anymore, he just kept forcing me. But even lately, my laugh seems very monotone and empty even though I have a lovely BF. I feel I am living in a a dream to good to be true. I read some books on abuse and I read that abusive guys adore girls who are the opposite of them. At first I said "OK" because he promised me he wouldn't leave. He hit & quit & alot of girls go through the same things so there's no need to feel bad about it anymore you may feel foolish however. He abused me too and told me bad things about myself.